we all to an extent are STRANGERS and LIFE is the vicious cycle of STRANGENESS, during this cycle we meet certain people who are strangers too and then we incorporate with their strangeness to which this STRANGE world call LOVE.

We all to an extent are SUSPICIOUS and therefore LIFE is the room of SUSPICION. DURING this confusion we meet certain people who are SUSPICIOUS too and suddenly their SUSPICION becomes the most important suspicious thing for us and then this SUSPICIOUS world calls this LOVE.

We all to an extent are HELPLESS and LIFE is the graveyard of HELPLESSNESS.
during this phase of HELPLESSNESS, we meet certain people who are HELPLESS too. And like always we join them and becomes the partners of HELPLESSNESS,
to which this HELPLESS world calls LOVE.

We all to an extent are ENTHUSIASTIC and so LIFE is the temple of ENTHUSIASM. In this temple we meet certain people who are enthusiasts and then we join them and fall in mutual ENTHUSIASM to which this enthusiastic world call...

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Your eyes pierce through me, dark and sleek
But, to no avail, I know not what they seek
Your touch burns my core from deep within
And I flush, like I’ve committed a mortal sin

You caress my very thoughts and dreams
In you, I am mesmerized and in awe it seems
You tightly grip a hold of my every sense
Stroking my emotions and crumbling my defense

Your words rev up my wearied soul
Causing my mind to spin out of control
My lips part, though I can’t speak a word
I stand frozen as my memories become blurred

I close my eyes and drift under your spell
Filled with delight but I dare not tell
Your very essence pushes me into overdrive
My desires build as you make me feel alive

Then suddenly things darken and my heart gets tight
I throw open my eyes but you’re nowhere in sight
All of my elated feelings begin to come crashing down
One by one they surround me without making a sound

As I reach my hand to my lips, a smile emerges
I feel your grip on me tighten as the battle surges
You remain withi...

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i know you can not be mine
why
talk to you
spend tiem with you
i like it
i know you can not be mine
but my heart does not agree
don’t know what is in your tone
my heart is lost
in the effectiveness of your tone
when i talk to you
my heart is in strange state
amazing peace brings
i know you can not be mine
whenever i think about it
a wave of pain arises in my heart
a little wildness tasted
the heart wants to die
when it come to thoughts
you can not be mine

never talk about feelings if you really don't care...never say i love you if it isn't really there...never say you're gonna if you don't plan to start....never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart...never look in to my eyes if all you do is lie...never say hello if you really mean goodbye...if you really mean forever then please say you'll try....never say forever....cause forever make me cry...!!!

So I have been creating again on IMVU and since Christmas is pretty much half a month away, it's all Christmas related. I used to have 200 credits sales a day when it came to my shop. But now? With themes items? I will receive 1,000 credits in sales! That's more than I used to make. I spend close to 2,000 credits on creating. If not more because when I create, I mass create. I have been creating in 3 to 4 colors. So one t-shirt, may be available in blue, pink, black and red. And — It's just amazing how fast my sales went up! Granted I have been advertising them on Instagram as well. But, knowing people actually want the stuff I make?
If only my hairs sold as much... But my ginger hair color doesn't look right and my blonde is either too yellow or too ashy. I'm this close to buying files from Etsy. Just to have some hair sales as well.

I also have created a new blog. Truthseekers. It's tackling general IMVU issues and exposing problematic people (to put it mildly). I have been enjoying i...

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