Friday June 02 2017..

by **Emperor** on Sat Jun 03, 2017 12:57 am

i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and suffering.. i dont know what to do..my life is happpiness with few people... but tears and soreness will not stop... it will alway hunt me in future... by pass history of pain.....so now ill be ? or anonymous.. cause i dont want people knowing what happen. people who read this will understand why im doing this..... i know alot that people dont know....i want to be mod. or do something in life... but i cant... when im alway bringing me down.. once i get responsibly in places ill be successful. but in mean time.... ill stick to my self for now on... if someone aks me what wrong.... ill tell them.. once that person goes... ill not accept them back... cause this heart. is done.. with soreness....a nd suffering.. no this aint depression.. this is pain.. i been going throught for pass 13 years since i was 10....

ty for reading... now im not gender. im not he or she.... im ANONYMOUS. remember that...

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