I moved a state in the north direction and in doing so I seem to have made some people mad. (Hey, its not my fault people cant get jobs like normal and pay for damages they caused to the property.) When I went to gather my things I noticed stuff missing. Movies, CDs.. but most importantly.. my wacom tablet pen.

This is like.. the third time this has happened. WHAT DO YOU PEOPLE NEED WITH MY PEN?!!

Anyway, I had to halt work on my tutorials due to the fact that I refuse to work with a mouse.

Another pen is on its way. I ordered it from Wacom. But this is the last time I am shelling out 30$ + shipping for a fucking pen. I'll just stab someone next time until it resurfaces.

I was afraid at times that I would end up alone. I was scared of having no-one there for me when I am old and frail. Those thoughts don't bother me anymore. I have accepted that it might very well be, and I would just be alone.I met with a friend today; a friend from school, and we hadn't spoken in a very long time. He is unhappy and lonely and he requires company. He has lost hope that he will find a person who is perfect for him, and he is grasping at straws it seems, trying hard to stay afloat. He wants a companion and he asked me to live with him. I talked him out of it because I believe that he will find the perfect person. It doesn't always seem optimistic but I don't want him to lose hope.

okay so i got mostly everything i ever wanted and now it seems
so borin i mean i have nothing to work for dam is diz how rich
ppl feel everyday or something or is diz juz me.

Have you ever thought to yourself, "If I could do it all over again..." ?

So many times I've been asked this, to which I take a moment to contemplate the question, and then smile and reply "Although I'm not necessarily proud of everything that I did, I consider everything I did a stepping stone to which the final step will be to whom I will have become. Disappointments and regrets should not be looked down upon, but rather thought of as learning experiences to which we gain knowledge and empowerment and we become more of whom we portray ourselves to be."

I may not have been born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but I consider myself very lucky to have been raised in the manner I was. I was raised by an older set of morals, those of my grandparents, as well as an appreciation for so many things that most just take for granted today. I was taught that when it's our time to leave this life, the only thing that we will take with us is what we hold deep within us, not...

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wen i saw you i lost my heart, wen you saw me i lost my world