HI HI I GO BY THE NAME KAI DONT WORRY ABOUT IT .. LOL.. ANYWAYS IM FUN AND OUTGOING BUT DONT GET ME UPSET THE LAST PERSON WHO DID THAT LOST A FINGER BUT I AM A TOTAL MAFIA TYPE I BELIEVE IN UNITY AND STAYIN TOGETHER AND TAKING OUT WHOEVER IS CAUSING AN ISSUE BUT OTHER THEN THAT IM PRETTY LAID BACK . THANK YOU FOR READING

I hate when random girls I barely know text me a picture of them wearing an explicit outfit and glasses and be like "lol nerd." You are not a nerd.You are a whore...who found glasses.

Have you ever thought to yourself, "If I could do it all over again..." ?

So many times I've been asked this, to which I take a moment to contemplate the question, and then smile and reply "Although I'm not necessarily proud of everything that I did, I consider everything I did a stepping stone to which the final step will be to whom I will have become. Disappointments and regrets should not be looked down upon, but rather thought of as learning experiences to which we gain knowledge and empowerment and we become more of whom we portray ourselves to be."

I may not have been born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but I consider myself very lucky to have been raised in the manner I was. I was raised by an older set of morals, those of my grandparents, as well as an appreciation for so many things that most just take for granted today. I was taught that when it's our time to leave this life, the only thing that we will take with us is what we hold deep within us, not...

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If you are sequestered with the ones that you love, you are indeed lucky. I haven't had that opportunity. I spend my days looking at screens and trying to reach out. The only thing I grasp is air. I long for my beloved, heart and warmth and skin. And at the end of the day I know I must keep breathing.

2020 has brought unimaginable damage to everyone.
On a personal level, I have been unable to work, I have lost a loved one, I am dealing with lots of mental heath issues, and so many of my favorite entertainers have now gone to the great beyond. A great athlete, a superb drag queen, my favorite from Glee, and now a superb actor who introduced me to a whole new expanse to the world of superheroes will remain now only in my mind and in the collective consciousness of those who loved them.
2020 will not be cancelled, it will not be ignored, but we must fight and strive for what we believe in. Here's hoping that I am able to hold on, and here's hoping that you can too.