My way of life is to avoid people to avoid being hurt. I walk in school and only talk to the ones that talk to me. I try my hardest to keep to myself and i don't have many friends or should i say any at all. I go to school alone and come back the same. I go to the park alone and come back the same. So why go home and be the same. No one to talk to no one that really understands me. At this point you think you know the type of person i am but you don't know SHIT!!! Thats why I'm going to tell you. I am a kid not your average but different I'm strange Im tall I have geeky glasses and I love to play basketball. Sounds like the normal kid right?!? But theres more. It seems to me that i enjoy pain i used to stick needles in my body and see if it would hurt it did and i loved it. Im crazy. I know i am i wake up everyday with pain in my body and i love it. i used to cut my chest and back and watch the blood flow to my feet. I used to poke holes in my ears and see if i could feel the wind through...

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Well I got LiveJournal (which I hardly update) and a tumblr (which I'm on everyday) So what is one more

Anyhoo, just got back from getting me a sammich. Yes this is what I have to talk about. The sammich is good. It's tuna I love tuna


Anyways here's an entry

Today FINALLY last exam and all wen well, i also answered right by a guess i didn't even know what the fuck was the question about.
Well tomorrow im home all day and then holiday till Sunday Now time for mafia, maybe i get to talk to U.S. people now as well. Looking forward to my little holiday. Nothing more to write to day so....

~Peace out...

I've been giddy and squirming all day because tonight I'm doing a video call with one of my regulars, and he's
so hot. Usually I'm the only one showing anything, but he always makes sure I can see him touching himself too, and his moans are to die for

I really want to ask him if he'd be willing to meet up or be FWB because we live in the same city, but I'm not sure how he would react. Help?