Tired of my emotions being sucked up dry
Thoughts of failure run through my head
A slave to this feeling called anger that I dread.
Wishing I could just pretend that I'm OK
but this grip is set a little too tight revealing grey.
A faceless demon in command to torture
my mind within grasp of his foolish nurture.
Make this time be true
Let it be real I hope you get the clue
without the touch of evil my life is tuned
It won't come back and it won't intrude
Wont let it break, the string that's tied
I trust my own feelings, with nothing to hide
No more am I empty, you fill me with charm
allowing myself to commit, if not mutual, I wont be harmed
Don't be fooled, you are my ambition
something as quick as this, so exact, please listen..
Triggered by your smile, opens everything inside
when I'm down, you pull me up and make me feel alive.

To Vegan or Not to Vegan

I want to end the cruelty that factory farming commits upon livestock. That very word alone, livestock, makes me shudder. As if the animals are simply candies in a dish. Hardly that easy to choose and eat though. Slaughtering is a messy business and that's why it's always done behind closed doors, and tours to the general public are never offered. Not willingly anyway.

So, I want to stop eating meat and dairy, and poultry and anything that used to live. I'll continue to eat plants for sure. Okay, only those that are non-root plants. No radishes, or carrots or potatoes. Nothing that destroys the plant if I eat it. I can cut it like leaf lettuce, trim it like grass - not that I'll eat grass but..so there it is. I can eat fruits. Mainly. I like fruits. They're sweet. If I can pick it from a plant and not kill the plant...

[ Continued ]

I am bored so I will be cracking MD5 hashes and leave my computer on for exactly 1 month starting now and test my luck with dictonary attack.

Another day another dollar. Spent an hour with a client "mmmming" and "ohhing". All worth it in the end when he finally climaxes. Love making men happy. Love getting paid for it too. This guy used his room. Filled with many sexy spots. Made me hot almost immediately. One day I really do hope to have made a name for myself in this 3d pixel world. Level 4 developer and business owner and actress. All my fantasies being acted out by a cartoon mini me. I love it. Yous will all see what this girl capable of. Now I feel like I have an outlet to let my cartoon mini have a voice. A place where others that are on the same wavelength. Well mini world, I must leave you till tomorrow.

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