i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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As of April 5th I am part of the aviation department of the US Navy. I'm excited and nervous. I leave in November for some not fun stuff and I wont be back around until 2012. After that I'll be in Pensacola, Fl around the Blue Angels. Woot.

i think bout you all the time. i dont like being alone. i need you. i crave you.

I hear a lot that my photos look edited, which is a great compliment.
But I want to bring up a simple edit made for profiling.

Enjoy s2

To all the creative Staff here.

It would be great to hear of some of your journeys you've been on that got you here.

What inspired you in the beginning that lead you down this creative path?

What was one of your memorable mistakes and/or paths that you learned from and how it improved?

What is your specialty? How would someone with zero experience start down your given specialty if he or she asked for your advice?

What inspires you now and how much does it differ from the early years? *Fido focused on making his new mark. LOL

Inspire us with you interesting experiences.