I was afraid at times that I would end up alone. I was scared of having no-one there for me when I am old and frail. Those thoughts don't bother me anymore. I have accepted that it might very well be, and I would just be alone.I met with a friend today; a friend from school, and we hadn't spoken in a very long time. He is unhappy and lonely and he requires company. He has lost hope that he will find a person who is perfect for him, and he is grasping at straws it seems, trying hard to stay afloat. He wants a companion and he asked me to live with him. I talked him out of it because I believe that he will find the perfect person. It doesn't always seem optimistic but I don't want him to lose hope.

I have a really old PC and i have Windows 7 on it. It keeps rebooting automatically at times and I dunno what to do. I don't have sufficient RAM probably, and also I think i should format the C drive and then reload Windows again. Any advice will be appreciated.

I had a wonderful day. I got to spend almost an hour with my beloved. It was the purest form of joy I have experienced. After all these months, we could be finally together. There is a lot of longing, and I hope that we may see each other again even though we live so far away from each other. I always cherish the time we get to spend online and I hope we get to spend so much more time in person.

If you are sequestered with the ones that you love, you are indeed lucky. I haven't had that opportunity. I spend my days looking at screens and trying to reach out. The only thing I grasp is air. I long for my beloved, heart and warmth and skin. And at the end of the day I know I must keep breathing.

2020 has brought unimaginable damage to everyone.
On a personal level, I have been unable to work, I have lost a loved one, I am dealing with lots of mental heath issues, and so many of my favorite entertainers have now gone to the great beyond. A great athlete, a superb drag queen, my favorite from Glee, and now a superb actor who introduced me to a whole new expanse to the world of superheroes will remain now only in my mind and in the collective consciousness of those who loved them.
2020 will not be cancelled, it will not be ignored, but we must fight and strive for what we believe in. Here's hoping that I am able to hold on, and here's hoping that you can too.