My way of life is to avoid people to avoid being hurt. I walk in school and only talk to the ones that talk to me. I try my hardest to keep to myself and i don't have many friends or should i say any at all. I go to school alone and come back the same. I go to the park alone and come back the same. So why go home and be the same. No one to talk to no one that really understands me. At this point you think you know the type of person i am but you don't know SHIT!!! Thats why I'm going to tell you. I am a kid not your average but different I'm strange Im tall I have geeky glasses and I love to play basketball. Sounds like the normal kid right?!? But theres more. It seems to me that i enjoy pain i used to stick needles in my body and see if it would hurt it did and i loved it. Im crazy. I know i am i wake up everyday with pain in my body and i love it. i used to cut my chest and back and watch the blood flow to my feet. I used to poke holes in my ears and see if i could feel the wind through them. You think i need help thats what they all think. I think so too... Im done i have no other useless shit to talk about.