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by **Emperor** on Fri Jun 16, 2017 10:55 pm

prays to him self father god... im coming to you lord.... please save me from mine sins..... people say im suppose to be saved but i feel so dam low... im sorry guys its time for me take reload yall Priest what happening to me is reason but it still doesnt take load yall it feel like im being throw back until i doze off i dont want to be far away from you the people say pray it will get closer to you lord. lord if im doing something wrong why cant you just tell me it feel like everytime i go up hill i go down to dirt to a degree i try to pray but i cry but cant cry cause i feel i can grind but cant grind i can run but cant run god please help me i wanna escape enemey telling me get everything now but father who truthly blessed but right now im very angry and i cant take it anymore if im truthly blessed i need comferation but im hating in this situation i cant take it anymore i feel like im gonna explode it may pull me back to x mode and i dont want to go to triphle x...

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by **Emperor** on Sat Jun 03, 2017 12:57 am

i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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by **Emperor** on Fri May 19, 2017 10:27 pm

there was older woman who was always depress.....going throught pain....everytime we talk.... she always had smile on her...... she kept saying she live her life.... and happy one day she will see her husband...... Last night... I saw her in my dream... she gave kiss on my cheek and thank you coming..... today I found out she died..... in her sleep... this shattered in so bad... she better place... now she can see her husband.... RIP hun... god bless ur soul and I hope you enjoy ur day......

RIP

(name wont be on cause she was always type person who didn't want people know this situation...)

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